This story begins before I was even born. My parents
had a baby girl and they named her Elizabeth. She died a week
after birth from a serious heart defect. A little more than a year
later, on my parents second wedding anniversary, I was born. My parents
were always open about Elizabeth's short life - they told me that
she was my guardian angel. It was a cute story when I was young, but it
became nothing more than a childhood memory as I grew up.
I
married at 26 and although my wife and I wanted children, we were
unable to conceive.
After seven years of "trying," a tubal pregnancy
almost killed my wife. A subsequent miscarriage sank us into
despair. We soon gave up, and accepted that we would never have
children of our own.
Several months later, a miracle occurred, we
were pregnant! I went to every single obstetrician visit, and
watched my wife become more beautiful with each passing day. As
the pregnancy progressed, we began to relax, every test that came
back indicated that the baby was normal and a normal
pregnancy.
With five weeks to go, my wife's water broke in
the middle of the night. My wife was in a state of panic.
Although I tried not to show it, I was in a panic myself.
The obstetrician directed us to the local medical hospital (&
it was a school). When we arrived, the maternity staff was waiting
for us. They attached all kinds of monitors to my wife Then
all we had to do was wait. Labor didn't progress as well as
the doctors expected, and the fetal monitor indicated that the baby was
under stress. The decision was made to induce labor.
The baby was
born limp, and purple. The attending nurse announced that we had a
baby girl, then immediately whisked the baby out of the room.
Thankfully, my wife was still feeling the effect of anesthetics,
but a sense of dread almost paralyzed me. The hospital staff did a
marvelous job. The baby gained color and was alert when I finally
got to see her. Although she weighed only 5 lbs. 4 ounces she was
perfect . We named her Elizabeth in honor of my "guardian angel," my
mother, and my wife's grandmother.
She went home on my wife's
39th birthday. Shortly thereafter, Elizabeth became jaundiced, and
rapidly lost weight. She dropped to 4 lbs. 6 oz, and had an
umbilical hernia. I was trying to hold us together, but we
were living in a state of anxiety and controlled panic.
One
night I awoke late and saw a face surrounded by a beautiful
light. Without thinking, I said Hi to her. She said,
"Brother, you don't have to worry anymore, I'm taking care of her
now."
It was that simple. An unbelievable sense of peace
surrounded me and I fitfully fell asleep. The next day my daughter
regained that rosy pink color of a healthy baby , and began to gain
weight. She is now ten years old, plays soccer, and is normal in every
respect except for her controllable chronic asthma condition, probably
due to her premature birth. And believe it or not, she now has two
younger sisters!
I'm not sure my sister Elizabeth was ever my
guardian angel but, she certainly is my daughter's guardian angel. To
this day, I still get chills as I recount this story. It has been
alomost ten years since all of this has happened and I cried as I put
this story to paper for the first time to Catholic
Online.